Wednesday, February 07, 2007
Bad Place
You know the funny thing is that my trips to Sydney used to be what had me fall flat on my face weight wise. But this time I got it all under control. It was when I came home that all of a sudden everything went pair shaped.I have had one massive binge. Avoided the gym and done everything WRONG!It all came to a head last night when I sat down with a massive box of chocolates and started eating them. Totally delicious but WTF am I doing? They were supposed to be a gift for someone else NOT for Jadey!So I threw them in th bin. I threw chips in the bin and I finished off by throwing the Jubies I had here in the bin.Now I never ever throw out food. NEVER. But I am seriously in need of a smack across the head I'm not going to get from anyone but myself. So bin it is!Today I've been back to eating right, went for a run at the gym getting a touch organised and read articles and bits and pieces to help me be where I want to be.The Body for Life Champions from 2006 have just been announced and wow! Seriously go and have a look, read their stories and convert their weight losses. ALL done in just 12 weeks.So where are my excuses? None of them are good enough.I want to buy a freezer so I went shopping with Mum and started having a look around. I just wanted a cheap chest freezer until I realised they aren't frost free and I remember all too well the cleaning that needed doing when I worked at Dairy Hell Ice Cream. So I thought ok lets have a look around at some frost free freezers. Which are all uprights but meh easier to get to stuff and no strenuous cleaning jobs was sounding good.Then I came across this Does anyone else have a "thing" for good household appliances? OMG These are too good! I want them both. In my Kitchen today! 519 litres each. One with water one without. Upside down, nice and wide, very commercial looking. HOT HOT HOT!I would have posted the photos but Blogger doesn't want to play (bastard blogger)In typical Jadey style I went shopping to spend a couple of hundred dollars and walked away wanting desperately to charge $5,000 to my GE card. (12 months interest free no repayments it's all good right?)I am too scared to go into a white goods store in case I severely punish my GE card.In all seriousness though I am looking for a chest freezer. I want to be able to precook and freeze my meals and I can't do that with the space we have at the moment. I need to find my path to wellness again and I am doing nothing to help myself. I would have to say knowing that despite the consequences and everything else that I have still binged and done myself harm I would have to fall into the category of a food addict. I hate that I have this problem but I am recognizing it and it MUST have an end put to it. I will let you know how I am progressing with time. Maybe one of those boring daily reports on food and exercise? 11am: M1~ BFL ready to drink shake12:30: Couch to 5km Program Week 32pm: M2 ~ Subway 6" Roasted Chicken Double Meat on Honey Oat
4pm: M3 ~ Chicken Cheese Avocado Wrap
8:45pm: M4 ~ Lemon Pepper Salmon and Steamed Veggies
10:30pm: M5 ~ Stallone Protein pudding Vanilla Creme Flavour.
1.2 litres of water down
Must improve on this.
Labels: Body-for-Life, Miscellaneous
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You know the funny thing is that my trips to Sydney used to be what had me fall flat on my face weight wise. But this time I got it all under control. It was when I came home that all of a sudden everything went pair shaped.