Operation Roxy - In Progress

Thursday, September 29, 2005

What Kind of Human Am I????

Goody Two Shoes
You scored 89% Do Gooder, 69% Drive, and 67% Intellect!

Aw, don't be hurt by that. You're a good person...very nice and helpful to others, always lending a hand. Always, always offering to lend a hand, even perhaps when it's not called for. Oh, and is that your raised hand in the air again? Why not let someone else answer next time? But seriously, there should probably be more people like you in the world. Super-smart, driven, and warm-hearted. There would be many less problems in the world if there were more like you, and you should be proud of that. Just don't forget a little 'me' time now and then, you deserve it.

All human being categories are: Lazy SOB, Rebel w/out a Cause, Evil Mastermind, Henchman, Criminal, Dictator, Frat Boy, Socialite, Philosopher, Stunt Double, Upstanding Citizen, Teacher, Cheerleader, Sister Mary DoGood, Benefactor, Loyal Sidekick, Candy Striper, Goody Two-Shoes.


My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 99% on Do Gooder
You scored higher than 88% on Drive
You scored higher than 54% on Intellect


If You Would Like to Find out What Type of Human are You - You can take the test at http://www.okcupid.com/tests/take?testid=9537971037618614489
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

Keeping At It!!


But I am absolutely positive I will not have a good weigh in tomorrow.

I did go back to the gym today even though walking has been a challenge since I got up this morning. I managed to get through the full program even though I wanted to bawl my eyes out. (The trainer tells me this is normal) I don't think bawling as you lift your weights is a great look for anyone so breathe, breathe, breathe and just get through it.

Dogs haven't been for a walk today cause I went into work to do my final day of acrylic training and walked to and from the train (about 5000 steps) which was hard enough as it is. Then I followed that up with my trip to the gym. I don't think they are that impressed with me.

Tonight I think I am sleeping in this chair cause I can't move. Too bad if I need the loo. I am more than ready for bed but if I can't move what can I do??

Tomorrow night I am going out for dinner and a movie with R! I get to head back to The Dick Whittington which I love And then we are going to see Deuce Bigalow European Gigolo. I am so slooking forward to it but I have no ideawhat I want to order for dinner.

I want to see R & M's new apartment too. It's all very exciting - I miss her living so far away.

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Tuesday, September 27, 2005

THE BIGGEST LOOSER

The Biggest Looser starts tonight at 9:30pm on Channel 10!!!

Watch it - Be motivated by It !!

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Pics Don't Work

So Mad I can't seem to post pictures!
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Ow!

Hrm wasn't I a ball of negativity last night.
I suppose we all have our shitty days and then we get over them. I had a massive headache when I wrote that so moving on......

Slept for 14.5hrs last night just due to my headache but feel much better now. Got up and went to check out a new gym. We have free 2 week passes thanks to My Good Gym Guide so going to make the most of them. The lady took us through the machines and everything today and then set us a program. Well I think she is trying to kill me before I get to join! (Maybe she forgot we haven't signed a contract yet) I am so sore all over!

I feel good MENTALLY for it though!

Physically typing is a major chore and driving home was interesting. Mum can get through everything better than I can it seems. And I am yet to tale the dogs for a walk AND do our abs workout video thing.

I wonder how we are going to know if it's the gym or the 6 second abs that makes us loose a dress size. Ah who cares as long as it comes off.

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Monday, September 26, 2005

Starving

That's how I have felt all day. So what do I do. I eat of course!

I had 4 pieces of toast with jam and I don't even like Jam on toast!

I had a massive fight with my brother and decided to go shopping only to find I don't like anything anyway and what I do like doesn't come in my size.

Found these wondeful ribbed cardies in Westco. I have been looking for a cardi just like them for over 12 months. They had a massive variety of colours but I liked the girlly pink and the mint green the most and the chocolate colour was pretty good too!!!! The rest of them I hated! But the ones I hated of course were available in my size. The one's I liked they only had SMALL!!!!!!!!!!!!! This has done absolutely nothing for my mood I can tell you.

I have been frozen solid all day I have the worst goosebumps and everyone else is complaining it's too hot. I hate this! I am so mad.

Today I hate myself.

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Sunday, September 25, 2005

Write Off


Today has been a hell of a day!!!

And as I sit here and write this I have just scoffed down 2 pieces of toast and a kit kat. Ick - Ok extra walking tomorrow. Normal people eat like this - I am just not normal yet

Had a large bridal party in for full sets of french acrylic nails along with Pedicures. Problem was the bride had booked us for next weekend not this weekend and had her dates all stuffed up cause next weekend is her wedding day!!! Bit bit of a twist here and a rush there and we got them all done.

I am happy my last client left me an $8 tip. She is working in Australia at the moment but was originally from the states. I tried to refuse it but she was persistant. It was Lovely of her!

She asked for my name to make sure she booked me for next time too. WooHoo!!!! I wish more of my clients tipped I might actually make a decent wage that way LMAO - no seriously it shows you appreciate the work. I always tip peope like my hairdresser etc. (They ALWAYS give me extras next time too if time allows it he he he )

So how many people here tip anyone?? And who and what for?? I would love to know as there is no tipping "code" in Australia like in the States.

I have some people encouraging me to write which is a boost. If people find my blog entertaining, informative and helpful I am thrilled.

Did I mention I just ate another piece of toast???

Mum is cooking and it has to be better than polishing off her marshmallow slice thing. She has these slice of Marshmallow that are then rolled in toasted coconut.

Let me warn you - when you put shredded coconut under the grill do not leave it. She forgot about it and set it all on fire. Tea towels hanging over oven were on fire. Oven was high with flames, AND fire extiguisher has gone missing (we now fear we may have disposed of it cause it was out of date) Luckily we got the fire out eventually by carrying the damn oven tray to the sink with one of the teatowels that was on fire. Set fire to the curtain and the floor mat on the way but you get that and they went out easy. Was all alright in the end. The whole house was full of smoke abd the walls and oven were black but everything has cleaned up OK and there is nothing that can't be fixed. Tomorrow we buy a fire blanket and fire extinguisher and MOUNT them in an obvious place.
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Confessions


Ok I didn't make it - I thought about Nando's ALL day
I want Nando's, No I don't I want to be slim and Beautiful, Ah but Nandos is pretty healthy, Yeah but you wil get chips too and on and on it went.

In the end I found myself at Nandos within 5 minutes of the start of my lunchbreak. Within 10 minutes I had a Big Chicken Burger and fries sitting in front of me. (Grilled Not Fried LoL) Within 15 minutes I had more than had my share and walked away leaving the rest on the plate. So proud!!! I would normally make myself sick eating something like that.

I bought myself a pretty pink pedometer just before work as well as the 6 second abs. Pedometer is pretty accurate unlike the expensive one I bought not long ago. Cost me $2.99 at priceline so I am going to go pick one up for Mum & one for Dad today as well.

I was spewing as first thing this morning I get dressed I put on my pedometer and go to the loo. And promptly flick my pretty Pink Pedometer straight into the toilet. Uh oh!! Dammit Dammit Dammit. Ah well for $2.99 I can't be too fussed. I wonder if it will block the pipes :-s

Yesterday I did my walk before picking up the pedometer but still got in 4051 steps at work of incidental walking! Not bad for someone who sits on her arse all day. I also managed to squeeze 2.25litres of water in! Very impressed with myself to be honest. I am back into the water again.

I don't have time for my walk this morning as I start early but Mum and I plan to walk when I get home tonight. No slacking off now! I don't want to fall back into lazy routines.

I have to thank everyone for your wonderful comments. You make me feel so good about myself it's wonderful. Who knew people you never met could be such good friends. Sometimes I cry with happiness. Thanks so much.
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Saturday, September 24, 2005

Tired


I can't seem to wake up this morning - I have been for my walk (the dogs LOVED it)
I am drinking water (onto the coke in a minute I swear!) And my brother stole my last V out of the fridge (Oh and did I say the first second third and fifth also! I got one out of 6!!)

I didn't have that late of a night last night. I got home ate my veggie soup and went straight to bed where I read some of my book (Latham Diaries) Which happens to have the LONGEST introduction you have ever seen in your life. I am a few pages into the actual bok and I am quite bored with it actually. I hope it picks up soon - maybe it's cause I don't know who these people are.

If he can get his diary published maybe I can too. I can do it AJ style perhaps and help other people (gosh I'm a dreamer just ask me I want to do anything and everything)

I worked late last night and will be again tonight - I hope my booking sheet fills up and keeps me busy some more.

I might duck down to Glassons on my break and check out some clothes. I might duck down to Millers and get one of the cheap nice belts like my boss just bought. I might also just grab my book and sit in the car and avoid any temptations. I don't really want to spend money on any clothes. I might actually buy a 6 second abs machine from Priceline. Guaranteed to loose a dress size in 1 week!!! woohoo

I can't really afford it but damn 1 dress size I want it.

The whole point of me being in Melbourne is to pay off me debts and save money and so far I am saving little. I am getting my training done though which is great.

WTF is GMA doing to me - Bert has a whole MASSIVE platter of donuts sitting on the table in front of him. OMG. OK time for me to go - I am taking on AJ's self talk and going to try and distract myself cause right now I am trying to justify a cheat day.

95, 95, 95, 95, 95.


Oh P.s. The car seat covers I ordered must be made of Gold instead of denim for the price I paid for them. They were shipped yesterday I hope they arrive sometime today.
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Friday, September 23, 2005

96.3kg!!!


Ok so I know I shouldn't have been on the scales this morning but I had a niggling feeling (was it that I ran to and from the toilet to pee all day yesterday) that I was retaining alot of water! I am due for my next depo provera needle so it might be like TTOM

So I jumped on the scales this morning!!! Hello 96.3kg

I am going to update my tickers and my stats everywhere to represent that as my true weigh in this week. I feel so much better and now I am off on my 1 hour walk with the dogs THEN I will order my Denim car seat covers. WooHoo!!! 18.2kg down

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Thursday, September 22, 2005

97.7kg! & 70 Days Till Summer



Or so Miss Nicky Tells me (eeek)

I have behaved immensely!
*I woke up early this morning
*and took the dogs for a 1 hour walk before work (They both did more poo than ever!!!! How Embaressing)
*I Caught the train to work
*I stayed away from the tram and walked as fast as I could to the salon
*I have only had 1 diet coke so far
*I ate my slimright bar for lunch without adding extras
*I worked hard at my training and had good results
*I walked from the salon back to the train
*I spent no money (except for on my drinks and my train ticket)
*I walked from the train to Dad's work then back to his car
*I have drunk 1.5 litres of water so far (My goal for the days I work is 1.5 litres)
*I went to the shops with Mum and realised how much we have changed as we had a trolley full of vegetables, 2 bottles of diet coke and a chicken breast for my brother. (How good is that)
*I weighed in this morning (at 97.7kg) A whole loss of 300 grams this week!!



Woohoooo !!!!!!!!!!!
What a great loss yippee yahoo !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nope I don't feel that at ALL!
I feel like shit !

Seriously since saturday I have behaved myself alot! I walked through pain I did everything I am supposed to. I don't think my Saturday night binge was worth 700grams. (But it was yummy) I am not going out tonight for dinner like I normally do on Weight in day because R couldn't come with me cause she is at the bf other house tonight AND with a 300gram loss I so don't deserve it. Apart from that I don't need it.

Megan and I made a pact today - we are going to be the best we can be all week - put in 100% of ourselves and get ourselves on the right track.

I walk past takeaway places at the moment like they own my soul! I want to throw myself through bain-marie's and eat all the chips and potato cakes and EVERYTHING I can smell - why does shit food smell so good?? Why does shit food taste so good??? Why does shit food become addictive???? I want to stop at every drive through - I want to pig out !!!! It is time for me to pull myself into line and I bloody well HAVE too.

Walk Jade Walk - You don't want this, you don't need this, and it doesn't really taste half as good as you think it does. And that's the thing - most of the time when I cheat I am disappointed so I need to remember that and stick to the plan.

Oh well 16.8kg down now - when I could have been at least 20kg by now, if I hadn't cheated for 3 entire weeks of my 12 week program. I should be shifting over to 2 shakes and one meal now - I am at least adding another 3 weeks to this program. Probably another 6 to 12 after that. I must I Must I Must decrease My Arse!

I am going to fit into NORMAL clothes by the time the wedding comes around. I am going to be confident and happy in a nice dress.

I never told you did I??? Nope I don't think I did. Last week I went into Big City Chick. It's a great store in Southland for big girls like me. They tell me their clothes are at Australian Standard Sizing. My last pair of jeans was bought there only a couple of months ago at a size 22.
So I tried on an 18 hopeful. Hrm a little loose. But no where near ready for a 16 - the women told me hey you are here and it doesn't hurt to try. So I dis reluctantly thinking you have no idewa how quickly this one thing could severely dent my mood. THEY FIT!!!!!!!!!!!

I asked her if there was a sizing mistake - Nope Size 16 Jeans OMG

Now I just have to get the courage to go back into a NORMAL store and try a 16 - someone told me to start at Glassons and I do like their clothes so I just might.


I am still FAT though - I am very fat. I got on the train at Ormond this morning that was completely packed thanks to the kids all going to the Melbourne show and I had to squeeze my fat arse on board just to fit in. I felt like people were looking at me thinking how dare she squeeze in here just to take the space of 2 people. then they see the book I am reading and go "yeah reformed dieter, she has never bothered in her life!" I shouldn't think like this I shouldn't be thinking such crap. I am Much better than I was - I am almost back to a weight I was 4 years ago. And I haven't been a size 16 since I was 16.

My God I crap on lately - deep breath I will make it I just need encourangement and support right this second. Time to eat my soup.

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Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Walking it Out


I have felt a bit of pain since our hour long walk the other day - just stiffness in the legs etc. But I am pround of myself I keep walking! Today K and I caught the train into South Yarra for my training session and again I avoided the trams and walked the approx 1+ km up to the salon.

We got to have the quickest 10 minute break for lunch but I found out I had forgotten to grab a slimright bar - oh shit! Tomorrow is weigh in day and I am not doing so good this week and NOW I sabotage myself by forgetting to bring the basics. Ok I am going to throw up if I don't eat anything so K helps me make some healthy choices.

I ended up getting a light rye salad and turkey breast sandwich, with a bit of guilt (cheese) No mayo or butter, just a little salt and pepper. I ended up eating half at Lunch and half for dinner and it stuffed me full. I could have had anything (Pancake parlour is in the Jam Factory I mean Hell we all know I love pancakes)

I hope my "healthy" choice is favourable for me on the scales tomorrow morning.

I am almost finished AJ Rochesters Confessions of a Reformed Dieter - I will probably be finished by tonight. I am loving it - She kind of make me want to eat shit and behave all at once - The behave part is winning by quite a mile though. I plan on reading her next book but since it isn't really FOR people who are dieting like me I am reading a couple of other things first.

I bought The Latham Diaries today - The controversy and the gossip has sucked me in - what an advertising campaign he has had with his interviews! Borders sold out in 1 day and I had the very last copy in the store. The girl told me to run to the counter before someone stole it off me OR it is pulled from sale LMAO.

The next book I want to buy is Kirstie Alleys book "How to Loose Your Arse and Regain Your Life" My Ex always had the biggest crush on her and she turned out bigger than I ever was. Now she is working her way back to amazing! She is a funny one too so hopefully it is a great read.

I would like to get to "The Dick" tomorrow night after training but I don't know how high my chances are. We finish pretty early so I would need to find something to do until R gets home from work. I should message her now. I love the meals at "The Dick" and I am keen to see the reno's now they are finished.

I had a V before cause I felt like falling asleep (Sugerless of course) followed by a long walk with Mum, Dad and the dogs. I have been hyper and Chatty ever since but now I am about to slip into my drop - I can feel it. Bed time is coming soon. Thank God cause I have to get up early in the morning.

I haven't fixed my damn nail yet - crap better do that then. Until next time TAKE CARE!!!!

P.S. I only did a french on K but she has such awesome nails I might take a photo later and post it up - woot!

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Tuesday, September 20, 2005

The Sweetest Thing


I have been on track for a couple of days again now and I am so happy with myself.

I worked on Chapel today and had one of the footy players and his gf come in to get her nails done for the brownlow tonight. They are getting a few celebs in there which is great for the salon.

I caught the train in today and instead of hopping on the nearest tram to get up to the salon I walked! Beauty Case (a few kilos) and Purse and shoes and a dozen things in hand (more kilos) Took me about 15 minutes to get there and I overestimated it greatly so I spent an hour sitting in the Jam Factory out of the rain reading my book (Aj Rochesters - Confessions of a Reformed Dieter) I really am enjoying it and I think it is helping me get on track (though all that talk of food and I want to indulge I tell you)

I got home this evening to find a large package awaiting me from QLD - One of my very very good friends decided I had been working so hard at my weight loss I deserved a treat so she sent me a Guerlain package with creams etc all for me to play with. We are hoping it helps my skin bounce back from all this weightloss. (Thanks QT!!!!!)

This Latham interview is damn interesting!!!! I knew the labour party was f***ed but seriously will they ever make it anywhere after this?? Liberals must be having a party!

I have to soak off K's nails tonight so I can use her for my "studies" tomorrow - unfortunately her and my bro had a fight so that makes things very interesting. (ick) He's gone to bed - I am just hoping he doesn't decide to get up while she's here. I need her!!!! (so selfish)

Anyway time for me to get moving I must get set up. Wish me luck!!!!


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Sunday, September 18, 2005

Tottally Blown!!!!


Ok I did it again - Back on track immediately though and what CAN you do when your Mum books you in for dinner at her church???
Oh And she cooks a MAD sponge!!! !

Ok so I ate a little chicken and a little steak (Im talking tiny pieces) Filled up mostly on carrotts (which had been done in honey my fav!) and a beautiful mushy sauce that was really just mushies in white wine.

THEN Came dessert but other than the smallest piece of Bavarian I Only ate the home made stuff which consisted of Mum's sponge and a piece of another ladies Chocolate cake - The sponge was admittedly huge - The choc cake small. But still way too much!!!! I am so full and can count on another uncomfortable and restless night thanks to my overstuffed belly.

Ok no more of this - Back on Track again and I don't THINK I can find any excuses for falling off for awhile.

I have been singing Joe Jacksons "Real Men" all day and all night so I just downloaded it - Is this man as camp as a row of tents or what?? I mean I seriously would LOVE to know. No one seems to have any idea.

I also finally got Jefferson Starships - "Sara"
Which is one of the best songs of the century.

My Cousin had a baby girl yesterday morning so welcome to the world Nikita Ashley! I can't wait to meet her.

I'm tired as anything though and have to work in the morning so I must sign off here for the night!
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Friday, September 16, 2005

woot!!!!

So close to 15% of my total weight gone!!! 16.5kg down never to come back.

I took my nails off last night but ran out of time to put anything else in their place so I am about to polish up my natural nails for the first time in AGES!!!!! They are in great condition though which is good. I polishing them up with Essie's California Coral - which explains itself really. Haven't worn this one before. I have little dragons on my ring fingers which look cool I hope people comment on them as they are so bright. ( I love people commenting on my nails)

Back to sticking to my diet now - I need to be a size 16 by the time the wedding roles around. Gotta work hard!

Rain Rain Go Away
Please Just fill out Damns today!!!!!

Storm has decided that she has puppies to feed and so is full of milk (dammit) so I am trying to get her to realise there are no puppies here and she has never been pregnant LoL

Enough for today I must go to work.
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Getting Back on Track


I drank 1.5litres of water for the last 2 days which is great - I need to up that amount again though and get back to 2 litres a day.

I was good today except for 2 pieces of toast - it has been damn cold here the last couple of days and I somehow justify cheese on toast to myself. Ick. I did put back the chocolate bar I nearly bought though at the service station today. (yay a win for me)

I did my half hour walk in the shopping centre so as to avoid the rain.
Nothing much else happening as I have been busy working pretty hard of late.

I am almost finished my shabby chic room so I will post pictures when I am done. Mum has done most of the work and a fantastic job she has done too. We are going handle shopping tomorrow as I can't find anything I like so far hopefully tomorrow is the day.
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Thursday, September 08, 2005

The Moon


Was absolutly FUNKY tonight. It has a star just sitting off to the side really close to it - someone smart got a photo.

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It's a LOSS!!!


Only the tiniest of Losses at 400grams but still a loss all the same!
And a loss is a loss and a Loss IS GREAT!

One I really don't deserve after the efforts of the past week or so! I should be ashamed of myself! I am so ashamed of myself.

I have 2 weddings to get to at the start of November. By Nov 9 I want to be a size 16 - Can I do it???? I don't know but I hope so!! And I am going to try.

I am back on track and staying there now. I am going to work hard at getting where I need to be!

I find it rediculous that my size 20 pants are floating on me (see pics) and yet size 18 (which I tried on today at target) is about 2 sizes too small for me if not more. That was depressing because I was sure I would fit into normal clothes by now. SOON JADEY!!!

Some damn hard work ahead of me now.

I have reached my 15kg goal so now I need some money and I need a MAC splurge :D
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Wednesday, September 07, 2005

Back on Track!!!

I have started crawling back on track today - not doing so good with my water drinking and walking but one step at a time - At least I didn't pig out on crap.

The whole Anti PitBull thing has me fired up again and I am pissed off that people don't realise these dogs are in the top 5 of the best natured dogs in the world as tested by the AKC !



Leave them alone! They are beautiful animals. I wonder why Hugh Worthless is so hellbent on lying about their nature. Why the media doesa a beat up on every dog attack being by a "pitbull" when most dogs look nothig like an APBT and why the Government lets the RSPCA push them, the media and the public around.

I will NEVER support the RSPCA again!

For those of you that don't understand my picture for tonight. BSL stands for Breed Specific Legislation. The type of legislation that will kill all these beautiful animals.


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Tuesday, September 06, 2005

The Difference 10kg can make!



I forgot to take photos at the start of my journey but I did at about 109.8kg. That was the 8th of July - 2 months ago.
Tonight at 99.7kg I decided it was time for an update photo.
I haven't been good so I was hoping for some inspiration. I CAN do this. I HAVE DONE this and I DO Look HEAPS better than I did.

I have some photos just for me in my underwear which shows the truest changes but there is no way I am scareing anyone with them. So I did the same photos fully clothed too.
109.8kg @ 25th July


99.7kg - 5th September

Then


And Now

See Storm Wanted to get involved too :-)


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HE'S BEING PICKED UP!!!


THANK GOD!!!!

I called the council and the pound today to check on his welfare and the pound told me his owners had called and he was being picked up as soon as possible. What a relief. This poor boy needs to go home and be loved.

I do hope I see his owners walking him one day so we can have a chat.

It has been a wake up call to me!!! I think he may have been sheperded into my backyard as people may have thought he was my girl storm. She has no collar or id on either (other than a permanent microchip) because she broke it awhile back and I haven't found a collar I actually like yet. Tomorrow I will go shopping and buy her a new collar AND get her a new tag so someone can call me if she happens to go wandering.

I haven't got back on track today. I ate 3 crumpets one with vegemite and 2 with honey which has to be high in fat. Chatted to Megan on MSN today and she hasn't been behaving herself either. House guests are a bads influence. SO now we are both getting on track and reporting to each other everyday! Hopefully that will help.

The scales this morning say I am up 100grams on last weeks weight.

I found a short wheel base Pajero last night. I have been looking for literally years (even though we dont have the money) and this is only the 1st NL I have seen. It has low kms which has upped the price alot but the guys says he is negotiable. OH refuses to talk about it though. It is green and I like green but prefer Blue ones. (typical female) And it would commit me to paying off a loan for the next 5 years. (which I don't really want I suppose) BUT I don't think I can ever afford one without a loan so why not????

It would hold it's value relatively because they are so damn rare and no one seems to want to sell them. OH says he knows the car I am talking about. (I think we have driven past and had a look at it before) And it's not far from his house.

Depressing!!! I have to wait and see how work goes etc. And see if the Pulsar sells. (that would help) I really wish he would go halves with me in this - we both want it and it would make it affordable. Only 25% of my wage if I buy it alone. only 12.5% of my wage if we buy it together! Even less for him as he earns alot more than me. But then he also has a motgage to deal with. ARRGHHHH FRUSTRATED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think it's so reasonable and he doesn't agree - how to make him think my way. I am sure we can talk this guy down on price using redbook and glasses guides as examples. SO Any tips???????
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Monday, September 05, 2005

You Can See Where it Was Shaved


Here you can see wher he has been shaved
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His Skin Condition


This shows the skin condition he has - someone must recognise it
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Another Photo of Rotty




I KNOW THESE ARE CRAPPY BUT THEY ARE BETTER THAN NOTHING AT ALL.
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FOUND: MALE ROTTWEILER


Tonight a male desexed (I think) and docked rotty walked into my backyard and started licking my dogs bowls.

Storm was straight onto it and none too pleased at the thought of someoneelse into her food I can tell you.

He was generally friendly and tried to hump me for most of the time he washere lolBut would occasionally voice a low growl when I held my hand out to him to sniff.
He is a typical sooky boy.
He was wearing a choke chain with no identification and I don't know anyone else around here that owns a Rottweiler so I called the pound so his owners can find him there.

He has hotspots or some sort of skin condition on his left back hip which has been shaved at sometime not too long ago as the hair is sill growing back.
He is broad chested but very tiny little skinny tummy.
I think he may be an older dog from the greying around the muzzle I see in the pics.

The lady from the council grabbed him by his rear to put him in the van and informed me he would be classified as a dangerous dog because he barked at her for it. Obviously his condition causes him discomfort which I pointed out to her but she didn't care and sarcastically said "yeah nice dog"

He has gone to Cranbourne Pound - listed as dangerous

I am pissed off and upset but if his owners do not come forward within 8 days he will be destroyed

PLEASE Send this out to anyone you know around the Frankston South / Baxter/ Mt Eliza area who owns rottys. I really pray this boy is claimed.I have some dodgy dodgy photos of him but I thought they would be better than nothing.
Posted by Jadey :: 9:07 PM :: 1 comments

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I am a BAD BAD GIRL!!!!!!!


Today was Fathers Day (Happy Fathers Day DAD!!)

SO I decided to spoil my father rotten starting last week.
It all started off at the chinese restaurant for a suprise dinner last Sunday. Beautiful!

Al this week since I have been sick I have cheated - Yep ALL WEEK I have been off track

Today it was time to spoil Dad again (which of course includes us cause I mean we need to share his "treats" with him)

Started the morning with Bacon and egg on toast with a chicken cheese and garlic sausage
Followed by a massive cheese and kabana platter and bikkies
Followed by Prawns galore
A Wagon Wheel for a snack
Then tonight Dinner was Pancakes with Maple Syrup, Icing Sugar, Strawberries & Cream!!!!!!!

WHAT IN GODS NAME AM I TRYING TO DO TO MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I do not want to keep this weight on - let alone put on what I have worked so hard to get rid of!
I feel like sticking my fingers down my throat to purge all that I have eaten today and I know that it's way too late for that and it's destructive behaviour anyway!!!!!!

The stupid thing is - I am still sick - my nose is blocked and I can hardly taste most of this wondeful food anyway!!!!
I feel like shit for cheating!!!

If I see 100kg on my scales again I will cry my eyes out, but I know I deserve it!

I have done no excercise this week because I am staying wrapped up in the warm rather than go outside and walk. And I feel lazy!!!!!!! Is being sick a good enough excuse??? I don't really think so. AND I definately have no excuse for avoiding water all week in preference of sweet (diet) fizzy drinks.

Tomorrow it's back on track - NO EXCUSES PERMITTED!!!!!

I need to focus on what I want and what I have to do to be there. Slacking off is getting me nowhere! No more treats for 2 weeks!
No meals, no donuts, no chocollo.
No chocolate, no chips (not even some of someone elses!)

I have a couple of weddings to attend in November - one as a guest and one as a photographer. I NEED to be able to buy new sexy clothes to wear to them. So that means loosing the weight to be able to shop at normal shops and wear normal clothes like NORMAL people.

You know those fake 1kg fat pieces that sit on the counter at the chemist advertising xenical I think?????? I want one!!!! What a great inspiration piece!!! Anyone know where I can get a lard statue??? LOL

SO I think I need a kick in the arse. I need a wake up call. I need Help on my journey at the moment. I have fallen hard.

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Sunday, September 04, 2005

Tired & Still Sick

I typed so little in my other blog and I CBF changing it over to here.

I am so tired and I am sick of being SICK!

I think my infection has gone to my chest (or something) because today I can't breathe deeply because y back and chest hurt when I do. I am out of throat lozenges (dammit) and though it is killing me I can't be stuffed going to get more. I tried to buy a softserve at maccas drive through because it was sore but the machine was broken. (God must be looking out for my weight)

I left work early today because there were no more clients booked in with me. Bummed about the lack of $$ Happy I could go home really. I wasn't up for leaning over a desk for the rest of the afternoon or doing any big waxing jobs the way I feel.
I had a massive coughing fit with my first client that kept me out the back for 10 minutes trying to soothe my throat to stop the coughing. ICK

I am not contagious as long as I am not coughing over anyone so that wasn't good.

I have been really bad since I have been sick and I can't seem to stay on track. I am sure once this is all over I will be fine but I am so mad with myself in the meantime.

I am going to go catch up on forums and blogs so take care!
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Saturday, September 03, 2005

I'm Back!!!

After working all morning I hve finally restored my blog. I don't have time to update today though because it's time for me o head to work. Will do tomorrow!
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