Friday, June 23, 2006
Update
Hmm well not that much has been happening - I am slowly crawling back on track and as I've just changed my whole program I can feel every muscle in my body aching! No one told me decline sit ups would be so damn hard! I'm normally pretty good with ab work but jeeez man! If I cough, laugh or anything I am bent in 2. The idea being (see pic below) that you never go all the way down the decline bench and you keep your abs contracted throughout the entire set!
Went super hard with my UBWO also and got through some big struggle even when I thought I couldn't - that's hitting a 10! But again even with plenty of Glutamine Ouch.
Ah well I have learnt to love the pain!
Getting excited about our trip up the stairs next weekend. I love catching up with you all and meeting new people etc. And the challenge is a good one that anyone who can get there really should take up. I'm going to try and make it a weekly event for myself. I can't believe the amount of people that do the steps 3 or 4 times in a row! All the way to the archway at the bottom and back up again! It's a 12 minute walk for me from the archway to the steps!
I hear walking up and down steps is a great toner for your butt and thighs though and my large arse can do with all the help it can get. Plus it is beautiful as you would expect from a walk through the Dandenongs.
Now I love my parents so so much. I even left my OH in Sydney for the last 18 months and came down here to look after them when they needed me. But my Dad says some stupid things sometimes and he doesn't even realise it. Today he said I was a visitor in this house. A grown lady and just a visitor but I am very welcome to be here.
That really hurt! It had me in tears for ages! He has apologised saying he didn't mean it like that but that is how he feels. This is his house and I am just a visitor. Mum said not to worry whereever she lives will be my home also and that he doesn't know what he's saying sometimes (he insulted her about her hair about 10 minutes earlier but didn't realise the hole he was digging and she ignored him)
My Mum is the opposite - whenever I take off for Sydney or anywhere she gets all upset and calls me all the time saying how she can't wait till I come back.
I don't think he understands sometimes and I feel like I have no home when he would say something like that. The house I live in when in Sydney belongs to my OH but his mother owns half and she lives there and I am always reminded that it is NOT my house! This is why I am on his back to sell the house and work on getting our own place because I want a home! I want a place to call my own.
It hurts.
OH and Blogger is a Bitch when it comes to putting up photos lately!
Anyway that's my rant for the day.
Have a great weekend all!
GO HARD!!!!!
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4:26 PM ::
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