Friday, May 11, 2007
What Have I Done?
This blogger has been avoiding the weight thing for quite awhile. I won't go so far as to say that's wrong as that's what this blog is about, but I should have always addressed where I am at. And maybe if I had, I wouldn't have fallen so FAR.
I don't know that I am in a state at the moment to share how bad things are. Let's just say I am not the old me yet. But I am not that far away from it.
I haven't had my eating under control. I haven't been working out properly because I hurt my feet and ankles pretty bad. No idea what the exact damage is at the moment and I'm going to see a podiatrist on Wednesday, but just standing up is a painful task. Walking is near to impossible and anything else is beyond me.
There is nothing more frustrating then being in a gym for 60+ hours a week and watching everyone else train. This week I am determined to make full use of the pool however and I will swim at least 3 times.
I need to pull myself together food wise and start eating properly and heading down the right path. WHY is there a lolly charity container in the gyms kitchen? This is a place of health! The chocolates and ice cream in my freezer aren't much help either admittedly.
Speaking of freezers, I need one! Who has one lying around they aren't doing anything with? With the long hours I am working I need to have a freezer full of pre prepared meals. There's just no room in mine! (IF I take the ice cream out that would help a little though)
Anyway welcome to my emotional rant. I need to pull myself together and get it DONE! Labels: Miscellaneous, Realisation
Posted by Jadey ::
3:21 PM ::
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