Operation Roxy - In Progress

Sunday, December 04, 2005

SABOTAGE!!!

I made it to weigh in day and then I went and sabotaged myself by eating and eating and eating some more. I am so pissed at myself. I have already put on a kilo that I now need to work my arse off to get rid of again!!!!

How stupid.

On another note - today I have behaved! I really really feel like toast but I am not going near it. I AM NOT!!!

Last night was a friends engagement party - they looked wonderful even though the BTB had to be taken to hospital and placed on a drip and injected with stuff to stop her vomiting - they think it is all down to nerves which I kind of hope not because I can only imagine what she would be like on her wedding day! She ended up back at the party at 11pm still looking amazing! A bit like cinderella arriving at the ball.

I got some great photos. And there are even a few of me (shock horror) I got to catch up with people I hadn't seen since moving to Sydney and it was a fun night all in all. I avoided the yummy food (not a thing) and of course I never drink so diet cokes all night so that's good But I made the dreaded mistake of choosing fashion over function and wore my boots last night. With the HUGE heels. I can not walk today the balls of my feet are so damn sore!! I have made it to the loo and back here on my heels but other than that I try and stay still as much as possible. God it hurts - 6 hours on my feet carrying a camera that weighs a tonne!!! Thank god I dont have that extra 20 something kilos I had 6 months ago!

I got a few compliments and quite a few guys were cracking onto me last night (ego boost) so that was cool. Wish my OH was there though, he's the only guy who's arm I wanna be on. I miss him so much! I called him at 2am to chat to me on my way home from the party. He's too good.

Oh well - fingers crossed I can get this extra weight back off and maybe "maintain" for this week. I am weighing in at the gym on Tuesday Morning and doing a Fitness Assesment and Measurements so that's 1 day earlier than last week (which was 1 day earlier than the week before) And hopefully next week I'll weigh and measure on Monday! Which will be easier for the 7 week challenge I am failing.

Take care all! I know alot of you are finding the same issues I am and some of us are dealing with them and others aren't. I wish I could make it better for everyone (including me) with just a word but this weight loss thing is TOUGH!!! I can't believe I thought this was easy at one stage. Who was that girl and what happened to her???

Posted by Jadey :: 7:46 PM :: 6 comments