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Friday, August 24, 2007

I am a proud freezer owner.


Well GE is anyway. haha. I have ONE of these (The above is fridge and freezer)

It is just perfect for what I need right now and I so dearly wanted to buy the matching pair of fridge and freezers I talked about earlier. But that was about 4x the price so this well make do (plus you can buy bracing to make it look like a part of the pair I want too nice huh)

Now I just need to wait for delivery.


It's close though to the pair huh! (see below)

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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Hello!

Well it's more of the same. Things are going fairly well at work which is brilliant. Josh has returned to normality. I am in the process of pulling a menu plan together and I unfortunately haven't got in to see the Sports Physician just yet.

Short and sweet but I better do this plan before I don't do the plan.

Does ANYONE have a frost free freezer that you are thinking of getting rid of? I am in the market.
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Friday, August 17, 2007

More Miscellaneous.....

I did nails for a friend on Wednesday. French tips. They turned out surprisingly well and they didn't take me as long as I thought they would, being that I haven't done nails in quite a long time. And I enjoyed it!

She is also the lady I would love to buy anther Rotty from. I got to play with one of the dogs from the litter I was going to pick from awhile back and she has grown into one of the most friendly and vivacious as well as GORGEOUS Rottweilers I have ever had the pleasure of meeting. Storm and her are so similar. I just wanted to bring her home.

I would love to learn some martial arts. Have wanted to learn since I was a kid but it has never happened for one reason or another. It will definitely be something I enroll myself in when I finally get back into my exercise program properly and have recovered from these injuries. I like the sound of Jeet Kune Do which is a street based Mixed Martial Arts so a real training on how to look after yourself. My boss has trained in this for a long time, my other boss is a Kung Fu Instructor. So I have some people to help me along the way.

I have had more physio today and afterwards I feel so nauseous. He has written a letter for a sports physician and is trying to get me in to see him ASAP for a further opinion. The course of action from the Doctor to the Physio to the Podiatrist is ALL different which just adds my my sheer frustration and I'm over it. Apparently this person should be able to give me the final say. Fingers crossed people. I need to get in this week! Otherwise I might get in on the 11th of next month and I JUST CAN'T WAIT THAT LONG. This is driving me Nucking Futs.

Missed a good friends birthday drinks tonight to come home and curl up in the recliner. I don't think she's happy with me. Best I buy her a good present. (any suggestions for a work colleague who turned 26 today?) I'm thinking of making her an infusion but I think they take awhile to be any good. I also missed a night out with the girls (So sorry Beck). Pain takes over my life.

Anyway my lovelies I have work again in the morning so it's definitely bedtime for me. Sweetest Dreaming!

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

A Blurt It Out

I think maybe Jules is right. I have always shared everything on this blog. Good bad and in between and I haven't had time for it recently. So this is going to be a down post but it's a buildup of a few things that have me where I am.

First of all I am missing my boy like crazy! I was supposed to see him at the end of last month for a rally and we ended up hiring someone else to do it for us (big mistake in the end but can't fix that now) which means I don't get to see him again till the end of this month and there's no time to spend together during that as he has to come in the day of the rally and leave the moment it all finishes. It's just a bit frustrating.

Then I have been in so much pain with my feet and ankles since March or so. I have been seeing a Podiatrist and Physio since April and I'm still in lots of pain. I have paid out for Orthotics and various other treatments. And I've been at a deadlock for a couple of months now. I'm suffering constant pain which is with me always. I suppose this is the biggest one for me right now. The fact that we keep trying things that aren't working is annoying the crap out of me, and NO ONE understands the amount of pain I am constantly in.

Then I had a huge fight with my brother. It was just like old times. Just like why I moved out of here in the first place. The bit that hurts the most is not the bruises or the stuffed back. It's the emotional. The fact that I thought that we were finally past this crap and the fact that I thought we were actually mates. And then this. He obviously has no idea!

So I want to go home to Sydney and leave my brother and his BS behind (although he's gone back to being fine again as per normal until next time) and into the arms of my awaiting boy. HOWEVER I do not want to go home to my mother in law now or ever. It's worse than putting up with my brother in my books. At least it's good here when my brother is normal but its always walking on eggshells when I'm in Sydney.

I really need to stick out my time at work until I become a club manager also. Its a promise I made to my boss. It's a promise I made to myself in order to succeed in my career. But also and finally to be able to afford my OWN house in Sydney I need to succeed so none of this is an issue.
I have been offered a bed and a roof in many friends homes here if I need it. including my bosses. I have put a lock on my door so I can stay in my room when he's here. I have lots of options. I'm just pure lost. In so many areas of my life I feel like I have no real answers.

I am determined to succeed.

I am determined to be well.

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Tuesday, August 14, 2007

As I was saying...

Great friends.

Thanks so much to all of you.

I just don't know what step to take right now it's a lock on my door and a clearing of some clutter.

Tomorrow I have a Doctors appointment and I need to organise a bone scan for my ankle. Yay.

I'm not suicidal or anything. Just lost. The chat I had with CKK both in texts at 2am this morning and over the phone this evening were brilliant (thanks babe)

I still have no idea. So I might just sit back and figure it out.

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Monday, August 13, 2007

Head Space


I love my Mum and Dad, I love Jason, I love Storm and yes I love my brother despite our issues. Work is going well, great even. I have great friends and some good support, But my head well that's in a nasty place. Maybe it's holding me back from my dreams. I know its tearing me into pieces right now.

I don't know where to be.

I don't know how to be happy.

I feel kind of numb and very sad all at the same time.

Life is one big head fuck.

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