Operation Roxy - In Progress

Sunday, January 22, 2006

Sunday Blues (89.5)


I so don't want tomorrow to be Monday!
Look at my weight - I have only dropped 100grams this week! TTOM and bad eating has not been friendly.

It is so hard to resist the ice creams and thickshakes and everything when you are so freaking hot!! Before that almost anything would do for a snack anyway - I ate 2 big bags of musk sticks from the train station, the best yo yo biscuit I have ever eaten in my life (also from the train station) I munched on a nana divers choc chunk cookie out of a vending machine at the station waiting for a train. I ate Bacon and cheese rolls, welsh rabbit and copious amounts of fetta and sundried tomates, cheese and kabana and bikkies with dip.

WTF is wrong with me! I am having TTOM TWICE every month! Yep you guessed it every 2 weeks FOR a week! So I only get 1 weeks break in between where I am PMSing anyway.

Body For Life starts on Feb 5 and it's going to cost me $1600 plus food and supps. I do not have that money! I am stressing because I want to do BFL so bad and the only thing holding me back is cash. I think I just have to admit that I can't afford it and go it alone.

PRAYING for a loss tomorrow!
Posted by Jadey :: 10:34 PM :: 8 comments

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